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Where To From Here
05:37
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Do you remember a time when you were loved
Warm breeze on a summer day
Grass between my toes
Sentiments as strong as the sun
I hate what I've become
Who have I to love
Tell me I mean everything
Tell me I'm your everything
I wish that I was more
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Likely Forever
05:02
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I'm gonna keep trying
But it's gonna mean lying to myself a little bit
Maybe I should try harder in the winter
To stay warmer in the absence of light
Maybe next year you'll find me
On the playground in the park in our hometown
You know that I still think of you always
I'm always gonna wish you were around
I wanna go driving
I wanna watch all the trees blur
With the windows down while the smoke fills my lungs
You're always gonna be the one to take me home
Maybe next year you'll find me
In the backyard of your best friend's house
You know that I still look for you always
We can get drunk and fool around
I feel as though I came here in search of something that will explain me to myself
Though I fear the search will be tireless for I am not who I was before
I must embrace who I am now, and who I have become
And who I am becoming
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Your Diary
03:17
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Undress everything you didn't like
Like black coffee and wine
I'm still scared to love and I don't know why
Tell me all the things I didn't know
The plot line of your favourite show
I've seen it all but I'll pretend that I don't know
Reminisce on the fondness of early days
Nostalgia in the summer haze
Three years is a long time to feel this way
I would sit forever in the grass
Just praying that this would last
I spend too much time thinking about the past
There are a million ways to feel alone, do you think you know them all
What about lying on the couch in your parent's house, or finding my socks in your drawer
You've got wild eyes of the worst disguise and I thought I'd get away by now
Thought I'd be ready by now, but there's the same photos on my wall
Who's more alone, I bought you flowers for your grave
How do you lose something when there's nothing left to save
Where did I go wrong
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4. |
The Title Is Your Name
04:54
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I sleep on your side of the bed now so I don't have to see it empty
When you write a song it's gonna sting with remembrance much like this
I wish I could call you and tell you I love you, I wish I could call you all the time
Feels like I'm losing a part of myself, something I'm leaving behind
I always thought I was worse in the winter, but I guess now the summer hurts too
I folded your things and I placed them on the top shelf, "out of sight out of mind" is a phrase that always means well
I hope that when the sun comes in your room you think of me
Tiny squares of light multiplied a hundred times til you find what you need
There's so much I wanna say about you,
Your soft skin and the sound of your voice
Your radiance is contagious, everything that you are and all you hope to become
I hope that when the sun comes in your room you think of me
Tiny squares of light multiplied a hundred times til you find what you need
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5. |
Deception
04:21
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Thought I was right about you but I should've known all along
Thought that I could handle it, but I guess I was wrong
Should've seen straight through that you were not what you were
Never everyday of my life is all just a single blur
If you thought I hated you then well, guess how I feel now
Even leaving this place you still come around
As the form of thoughts in my head, questioning every word I ever said
My skin crawls every time I hear your name
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I keep remembering the way it felt
To walk down the street with you at night
Maybe if I hold my own hand, it'll make it feel like yours
Maybe if I hold my own hand, we'll go back to the way we were
The way you would look at me from across the room
Of all the hands, yours was my favourite I ever shook
Even miles away, you'll never be rid of me
And so what if I don't let go
He leaned in to kiss me and I said we could stay in the middle
Our last day was perfect, but there's no way I deserve you
Here are ideas and I hope you miss me too
We both know what we want, but waiting and wondering is killing me
When he asked me to stay, I said yes, and he walked me home
You're still my forever, but what if I'm not yours
I'm not lonely, I'm just bored
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Leaving
02:33
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I thought I heard you say my name
Whispered in my sleep something next to me
Your words keep haunting everything
I wish I never let you into my bed
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Staying
03:43
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I'd ask where I'm going but I lost my head
Somewhere I don't have a map to, in something that you said
I'm slowly learning that I kissed too many to count
Where are they now cuz I'm all by myself
Show me how you self destruct and
I'll show you all the ways I hurt myself and
We're not as different as you think
We both bleed when no one's watching
Maybe I'm the reason why everyone leaves
Something deep inside myself and I don't have the key
Still trying to figure you out
But I don't ever know myself
Show me how you self destruct and
I'll show you all the ways I hurt myself and
We're not as different as you think
We both bleed when no one's watching
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I bet you still look the same
I can't help but smile every time we play this game
It's not often that I see you
Too be honest I don't need to
I spent two whole years in the dark
I spent two whole years trying not to fall apart
Would you tell me now that you loved me
Would you say it to me now
I don't love you anymore
But my god, sometimes I wish I still did
The past is always so much sweeter
When it's fallen completely from your grasp
I spent two whole years in the dark
I spent two whole years trying not to fall apart
Would you tell me now that you loved me
Would you say it to me now
And when I whisper to you in the night
The words, they don't stick
They drift through the open window
And I'm left thinking of you more
I spent two whole years in the dark
I spent two whole years trying not to fall apart
Would you tell me now that you loved me
Would you admit it to me now that you once loved me
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